A YEAR!!!!

Ok so I think I need to get back into blogging! That or put my sad little blog to rest. Its been a year since I last put up a new post. Reading what I was up to last year around this time cracks me up and make me want to cry lol. I can't even comprehend how much has changed and hasn't within the past year!!! I just hope God starts moving because in some ways I feel like I am back at square one, and can't stop thinking about where I turned down this path all over again! Here's to getting back up and running again!

Moving on in...

Jenni has taken over my bedroom! I forgot how much fun it is to live with your best friend... 

Lets just hope she doesn't start taking over my closet haha

Study Buddies

Today Jenni and I started school and it was amazing! I am so excited for this semester... not only because my classes and teachers are awesome I also have been blessed with a wonderful study buddy in two of my classes. This girl gets to stick with me until June!  

No wonder...

So for the past few months I have not been working or going to school and sadly its my last week of this amazing sometimes pointless lifestyle.

Its 12:34 pm and I can still do this...

And at 12:40 pm I get this...

I am telling you God has really blessed me with a wonderful Mom ; ) ... I am sooooo going to miss this!!!

Mother Dear

Today was a lot harder than I realized. I am one of those fond believers of faking it until you make it but every now and then reality likes to strike. Maybe its because I have been pretending to be ok or that I have numbed myself steering away from any point of breakage... of course that doesn't help.... but its because I forgot to live out what I preach. Why do I worry? Why do I cry? I have a savior who has planned out EVERYTHING way better than I have imagined! Reality has revealed my lack of trust and faith in God. Even in sad moments God always provides! He blessed me with a mother whom makes me smile on a day that was filled with none. I walked into my room to find a small pot. It wasn't a dozen red roses or Prince Charming coming to rescue me.. nope just a pot filled with beauty, hope, love, and smiles. Thanks God for blessing me with such a great Mom and little reminders of hope!

Top down chrome spinning...

Today for the first time in 2008 Jenni and I drove my car with the top down. I love Southern California it's only February and 85 degrees outside.

Who's going?

Im excited I cant remember the last time I went to the Art Walk. Call me if you want to join up with me and some friends!